{"id":4321,"date":"2019-04-09T09:07:20","date_gmt":"2019-04-09T16:07:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/barelycontrolledchaos.com\/wordpress\/?p=4321"},"modified":"2019-04-09T09:07:20","modified_gmt":"2019-04-09T16:07:20","slug":"awe-she-is-16","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/barelycontrolledchaos.com\/wordpress\/?p=4321","title":{"rendered":"Awe&#8230;She is 16."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Dear Gracie Girl &#8211;<\/p>\n<p>Each year it gets harder and harder to write these birthday notes. Not because you are getting older and closer to leaving the nest, (okay, maybe it is a little bit that too&#8230;) and not because I don&#8217;t have anything to say, I mean it is the <strong>only time<\/strong> of the year I am &#8220;allowed&#8221; to be mushy and post embarrassing photos of you. But it is just difficult to put into words how incredibly proud\u00a0 Daddy and I are of you. I often feel like we must have done something good in another lifetime to be blessed with you.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/barelycontrolledchaos.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/04\/DSC_0364.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-large wp-image-4322\" alt=\"DSC_0364\" src=\"http:\/\/barelycontrolledchaos.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/04\/DSC_0364-1024x682.jpg\" width=\"584\" height=\"388\" srcset=\"http:\/\/barelycontrolledchaos.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/04\/DSC_0364-1024x682.jpg 1024w, http:\/\/barelycontrolledchaos.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/04\/DSC_0364-300x200.jpg 300w, http:\/\/barelycontrolledchaos.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/04\/DSC_0364-450x300.jpg 450w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 584px) 100vw, 584px\" \/><\/a>Sixteen years ago I remember just holding you and staring in complete and utter awe, for everything about you was so little, so perfect. And Gracie,\u00a0I still feel that same awe when I look at you today. You are so kind and caring, smart, funny and strong. I think back to my 16-year old self and am amazed at how much more mature, confident and self-assured you are than I was &#8211; I mean, like you are light-years beyond!<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/barelycontrolledchaos.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/04\/IMG_9847.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-large wp-image-4323\" alt=\"IMG_9847\" src=\"http:\/\/barelycontrolledchaos.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/04\/IMG_9847-768x1024.jpg\" width=\"584\" height=\"778\" srcset=\"http:\/\/barelycontrolledchaos.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/04\/IMG_9847-768x1024.jpg 768w, http:\/\/barelycontrolledchaos.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/04\/IMG_9847-225x300.jpg 225w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 584px) 100vw, 584px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Your observant, sit-back-and-watch attitude has served you well and I love hearing your\u00a0creative ideas and seeing the world through your eyes. And nothing,\u00a0<em><strong>NOTHING,<\/strong><\/em> makes me happier than seeing you with Addie and watching your friendship grow. You were made to be the greatest big sister&#8230;and you are killing it. \ud83d\ude09<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/barelycontrolledchaos.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/04\/IMG_9855.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-large wp-image-4326\" alt=\"IMG_9855\" src=\"http:\/\/barelycontrolledchaos.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/04\/IMG_9855-768x1024.jpg\" width=\"584\" height=\"778\" srcset=\"http:\/\/barelycontrolledchaos.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/04\/IMG_9855-768x1024.jpg 768w, http:\/\/barelycontrolledchaos.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/04\/IMG_9855-225x300.jpg 225w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 584px) 100vw, 584px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>As you leave that rough year of &#8220;15&#8221; behind, I&#8217;m certain your resilience and strength are going to move you into your best year yet. And I&#8217;ll be here cheering you on, as always. Simply in awe.<\/p>\n<p>Happy Birthday, dearest Gracie.<br \/>\nAll my love. Always.<br \/>\nMama<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Dear Gracie Girl &#8211; Each year it gets harder and harder to write these birthday notes. 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