{"id":2494,"date":"2010-06-02T14:25:24","date_gmt":"2010-06-02T21:25:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/barelycontrolledchaos.com\/wordpress\/?p=2494"},"modified":"2010-06-02T14:27:06","modified_gmt":"2010-06-02T21:27:06","slug":"leave-me","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/barelycontrolledchaos.com\/wordpress\/?p=2494","title":{"rendered":"Leave Me"},"content":{"rendered":"

This week’s trip of J’s has been especially hard on me. I don’t know if it is because he is halfway around the world (Switzerland & Germany) and it is harder to talk to him, or if I’m just feeling mopey, or what. But I had a very rough time on Sunday when he left. And I’m never one to get freaked out about airplane travel. I just figure “eh, if God thinks it is my time – then so be it.” But for some reason this plane ride of J’s has had me very antsy.<\/p>\n

And then?<\/p>\n

I open up my email yesterday morning and he had sent me this…<\/p>\n

I kid you not, I have just stopped getting teary eyed about it and feel composed enough to put it up for you all to see, too. But fair warning, it will make you CRY<\/strong>, and quite possibly sob like I did. But it is so well done, and so very beautiful.<\/p>\n

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Leave Me<\/a> from Daros Films<\/a> on Vimeo<\/a>.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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